I feel a strange anger and same level of frustration whenever i meet him, whenever i heard about him. He is not the same whom i met years back, he who was always happy, passionate and confident for everything is nowadays begging for a normal death! Today again came to know that he cried, abused himself and begged for normal death. It was a working day, he have his office where boss has given him all rights but what is he doing there? Crying for his past, calling same girl about whom he keep complaining that she has raped his dream and still begging to same girl who has not shown any trust and left him easily. I really can’t understand what’s his problem, why is he making life so uneasy, why can’t he rejoice his life, why can’t he realize that worst has passed and its worthless to keep thinking about past. I truly want to help my friend and get him back and here through his story i wanted to know few things. I always ask to myself and the supreme, Krishna Why he cries daily? Just because he failed? Why can’t he accept the reality, There are so many failure story, there are many others who meet breakups, why can’t he understand that Krishna gives us what is better for us? Why can’t he buy my points that it would be tough to live with carrying bad memories? Like others i have also suggested him to Forget and forgive but why he can’t continue with the reality. In this post i am gonna share about Veer, my friend and i hope his story will help us to live a simple life. Story is all about Internet Relationship with a simple request “Be Real Please”.
Veer, hero of my story had a normal life till he met Sneha online(over internet). Sneha, as she told to Veer, was a girl from Delhi, her native place was Ranikhet and she was helping her father and working in his office, has shared all his virtual things and also about his previous relationships with Veer. Veer got affected the way she shared her things. He realized Sneha’s loneliness and said he will care and started entertaining. Initially Veer was keep saying to forget his past and to rejoice the present. Both were happy with their friendship and started to chat daily.
Sneha had informed about her first love, she said that she trusted a guy and chatted with him for four years but later she found that he was all lying and in reality that guy was a married person. Sneha have not forgot him but she has completely forgiven him and so she never allowed Veer to say anything against that guy and was always praying for him. Veer was not a guy with big heart, he tried to convince Sneha that he don’t deserve her blessings. But Sneha said he has married and having children so she can’t say anything, she find her faults in that stupid, fake relationship.
Veer, who became Sneha’s closest friend and was all set to make her smile again. He Started thinking on Sneha, he found her less logical but a loving person who deserves the best love and care. Veer has many other friends but those days all who he care was Sneha. He was knowing the fact that in reality he had not been impressed with anyone and so he is still a single guy with no love tales. He was getting closer to sneha day by day and shared everything about him to Sneha, she too started liking him. No matter how and where Veer was, he always find time to chat with her.
It was his first experience of love but he has not shared his feelings, actually he was worrying to loose her friendship, he doesn’t want to make her cry but sooner on a fine day, better to say on a magical day(As It was 12/12/12 at 12:12) She proposed him, without making a single second delay he accepted, as he was already dieing to listen this. Both were very happy. Those days Veer became lunatic, talking with everyone about Sneha only, he turned to a scribbler, started sending love texts to her and he had forgot the promise he has made to her.
That strange promise, The Condition of love that Veer will never ask for Sneha’s pictures, contact number, address or anything. In the beginnig of their friendship, when Sneha was not ready to share her things, Veer had made this promise that he will never force her for anything like her contact number, address or pictures. He was agreed with all her request but with every passing day he started trying to get some facts about her, he started to get her more close. For Veer, she was her dream but now he started to bring that dream into reality.
Though Sneha has not shared her contact number or address but she had called him few times from PCO and shared her one picture. Now its been more than 6 months of their friendship, almost 3 months has passed when they expressed their love, Veer was keep on trying and getting failed, his mind asks why she is not sharing her facts. On the other side Sneha was keep on telling Veer that she wanted to meet but she has one condition that once they will met she wont go back, Veer was not buying his point and also not happy with her daily story where she was saying that she is getting marriage proposals.
Veer has made few more friends online and one of them were Priya, a south Indian girl who was always raising questions against Sneha, Veer was ignoring his points but he was happy and thankful for her friendly care. Priya has shared many of stories with Veer, and Veer was happy to know that Priya’s parents had a successful love marriage, she was a girl with reality who shared her pics, number address everything without asking. Now Veer was knowing that Priya has soft corner for him but he don’t want to cheat Sneha, It was against his morals, his soul was not allowing her to leave Sneha, who had been cheated before but Veer was not understanding why she is not sharing reality.
Its been more than four month now, since Veer and Sneha has expressed their love for each other and still Veer was not knowing anything which called reality about Sneha on the other side Sneha was saying that her parents are making pressure on her for marriage. Veer got confused he wanted to share his things with Sneha but he couldn’t. He was frustrated with the Sneha, who says if her parents came to know they might kill Veer. Veer, his mind can’t understand why she loved him if she was knowing that they can’t share reality or their life will face danger. Veer has hinted everyone who he cares that he is love but the same love is not coming out to meet reality.
Now time started changing for Veer. Love and its fairy tales were tough, his mind was restless, can’t sleep always waiting for Sneha’s text but she was not coming regularly and whenever she came they both ended with fights. It was the time when Priya was getting closer to Veer, a friend whom Veer ingnored most of the times turned a saviour and always sharing good stories, good quotes and ask to live and also that he deserves better but Veer was just praying for a normal life.Whenever Veer was left by Sneha in a pressure cooker, Priya was coming for rescue and he was thankful to Krishna and Priya both, for their time.
One evening Veer asked Sneha to meet and she said she will meet and asked to reach at a defined place within 15 minutes, Veer was knowing he couldn’t make it as he was in office and it will take minimum 90 minutes to reach still he agreed, then Sneha revealed that she is with her brother and he might Beat Veer, Veer found it nothing but an excuse and said it’s ok i will come. Their conversation ended there and no one tried to meet and no one was waiting, It was all just text.?
After few days Veer was going out of station to examination, he informed the same to Sneha. Sneha made him delighted by saying that she is gonna join. Veer welcomed, he has doubts but acted hopeful near her but then nothing has happened in real. He can’t bear more stories, cant live in dreams anymore and he decided set to kill his heart and live with mind so he stopped writing Sneha, he had also stopped writing Priya because whenever they were chatting he was only talking about Sneha and now when there is no Seha what to talk.
Priya was also not calling or writing him like before as she got a new job and was very happy with it but one night at around 1 AM she called Veer and asked how is he. Veer had hidden that he was broken and said he is just ok. She make complaint that why he has stopped writing and also teased on Sneha and then Veer said he has nothing for Sneha. That was the time where he had made mistake again. Priya and Veer on the very next day of that conversation expressed that they both love each-other and their relationship has survived for more than a year. Veer had Priya’s address and so he sent her a birthday present, he had her number and so he was making recharge and keep talking for hours but later things has changed again. Priya achieved his dream job, made her parents proud and went with her parents decision and married to a guy who was loving her.
Now once again Veer has left alone, he can’t share his reality, he was not ready to accept the fact and always do all useless things which he did today. He says he don’t want to test this life anymore and he is making his life tougher with every passing day. Priya has blocked him online and offline and begged to him for his family status, said she has some obligations, some responsibilities and also that she would be happy if Veer forgives him and stopped calling her. Veer asked for her friendship and she said she will resume once Veer got married.
Veer, He who loved twice but met the similar end has nothing to know except the question why they loved, what was his guilt and why he cries daily. He don’t want to disturb Sneha and Priya but how can he control his emotion. I realize a fact that he has nothing important to do than to remember them and so he is crying daily and creating problems to himself and all those care for him…
I have nothing to quote, I am keep trying to get my friend back. Please pray for all, pray for values. I couldn’t understand people believes on Krishna, Jesus, Sai Baba but not to them whom they call their friend or love. Don’t Cheat and Be Real Please. You Never Know When Krishna Will Change Your Role. So Be Blessed and Help The Weak. Jai Shri Krishna.
[Ignore for poor English grammar and appreciate my courage that with a poor English i dared to write this post. ]