Happy Anniversary Bujji

Prasu-Kuchipudi (1)_001 Dear Priyeee,
It’s 26th March and on this special day I would like to thank Krishna and you for a beautiful night where we interacted and discovered a world of faith, where we explored ocean of love, where we ride on dreams. I am thankful to you dear lady who found me lovable, who taught me how to love, care and live. I mean my words and i would say that many of times you made me feel magic happens and Life iz Amazing. I love you for everything you did, I am thankful to Krishna that he sent you in my life.  Bujji that night i was in a quick hurry and once i sensed that you have love for me I felt an amazing pleasure, thi mind turned into home of dreams and heart was full of love. I noticed your hints and fact that you were hesitant so i proposed you. I am sorry that i couldn’t make it as a memorable propose but i was lucky enough to get you before those three magical words which turns the world once spoken. I inew i never deserved you but i wanted to be with you, your care was something i got addicted of, you have no idea how i feel with your care and love and when you treat me like your hubby.
Time passes very fast, and in just two years we discovered most unpredictable situations, success and sorrow accompanied ours love, magic which i found in you has lost, but i am really sorry bujji for not being what you were looking for. Every year this day will remind me of a beautiful girl, some broken promises and love on phone where we agreed to love without boundaries, complemented each other with thoughts got commited and then we failed.
Bujji, today i don’t have anything for you or against you but few good memories. You know i came out of those situation when i was keep calling you for thousand of times a day and disturbing you. You should also thank me and my people who helped that lunatic to move on. Now when i read your old texts, your hangout history, shared pictures, videos and thoughts i laugh. Really i laugh and make fun of myself, you know things changed faster than a drama and now I am convinced that Krishna has punished me for ignoring myself and blessed you for your commitments. There are so many good qualities in you, and i agree with you that you are best. I loved your confidence when you said world knows you’re the best. As you already know I never had any exceptional view and also i trust worl so if they found you best you are the best. But bujji do they know you 😉 leave. I am really impressed with your priorities, which is key to any success. I remember just after we got committed you saved my number as SOS number and informed me about that and you made me feel very special. Started planning of marriage but in a year you knew me better and so last year you started ignoring and just after 26th, informed me that relationship was fake. I loved your tricks, to fight with me, like other looser(lovers) i too had digested all your abuses, but not just your love but your ignorance all taught me many of things. We both were different(everyone is) and now we know the difference. I am happy that you made your parents proud and i am lucky enough who got sometime replies from you.
You know I believe in words, and Brida says God manifest himself into everything and so in words. This believer have been taught a very good lesson by the same god who is everywhere. And lesson is if you are believing words you must know the art to read what’s the hidden texts behind the letters. I still believe if you had that art we would have a different story.

I am confused today, don’t know what i am writing, whether am I making any sense or not and will you ever spend your two minutes to read this or not but i am writing, not for you, for my bujji, for myself for all good things i met in my life. I am in pain today, reasons are many but i know how to survive, you are a good teacher and learnt from your love, from your abuse, from your care, from your ignorance, from your belief and also from your cheats, really i loved you and you will always special for me. This night of 26th will keep teaching me to live in moments. I know things are going to be change very soon and the best is yet to come.
Happy Anniversary
Have A Successful Life
Yours Bujji
Thank You

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Be Real Please

I feel a strange anger and same level of frustration whenever i meet him, whenever i heard about him. He is not the same whom i met years back, he who was always happy, passionate and confident for everything is nowadays begging for a normal death! Today again came to know that he cried, abused himself and begged for normal death. It was a working day, he have his office where boss has given him all rights but what is he doing there? Crying for his past, calling same girl about whom he keep complaining that she has raped his dream and still begging to same girl who has not shown any trust and left him easily. I really can’t understand what’s his problem, why is he making life so uneasy, why can’t he rejoice his life, why can’t he realize that worst has passed and its worthless to keep thinking about past. I truly want to help my friend and get him back and here through his story i wanted to know few things. I always ask to myself and the supreme, Krishna Why he cries daily? Just because he failed? Why can’t he accept the reality, There are so many failure story, there are many others who meet breakups, why can’t he understand that Krishna gives us what is better for us? Why can’t he buy my points that it would be tough to live with carrying bad memories? Like others i have also suggested him to Forget and forgive but why he can’t continue with the reality. In this post i am gonna share about Veer, my friend and i hope his story will help us to live a simple life. Story is all about Internet Relationship with a simple request “Be Real Please”.

Sad-Life-Quote-Facebook-Timeline-CoverVeer, hero of my story had a normal life till he met Sneha online(over internet). Sneha, as she told to Veer, was a girl from Delhi, her native place was Ranikhet and she was helping her father and working in his office, has shared all his virtual things and also about his previous relationships with Veer. Veer got affected the way she shared her things. He realized Sneha’s loneliness and said he will care and started entertaining. Initially Veer was keep saying to forget his past and to rejoice the present. Both were happy with their friendship and started to chat daily.

Sneha had informed about her first love, she said that she trusted a guy and chatted with him for four years but later she found that he was all lying and in reality that guy was a married person. Sneha have not forgot him but she has completely forgiven him and so she never allowed Veer to say anything against that guy and was always praying for him. Veer was not a guy with big heart, he tried to convince Sneha that he don’t deserve her blessings. But Sneha said he has married and having children so she can’t say anything, she find her faults in that stupid, fake relationship.

Veer, who became Sneha’s closest friend and was all set to make her smile again. He Started thinking on Sneha, he found her less logical but a loving person who deserves the best love and care. Veer has many other friends but those days all who he care was Sneha. He was knowing the fact that in reality he had not been impressed with anyone and so he is still a single guy with no love tales. He was getting closer to sneha day by day and shared everything about him to Sneha, she too started liking him. No matter how and where Veer was, he always find time to chat with her.

It was his first experience of love but he has not shared his feelings, actually he was worrying to loose her friendship, he doesn’t want to make her cry but sooner on a fine day, better to say on a magical day(As It was 12/12/12 at 12:12) She proposed him, without making a single second delay he accepted, as he was already dieing to listen this. Both were very happy. Those days Veer became lunatic, talking with everyone about Sneha only, he turned to a scribbler, started sending love texts to her and he had forgot the promise he has made to her.

That strange promise, The Condition of love that Veer will never ask for Sneha’s pictures, contact number, address or anything. In the beginnig of their friendship, when Sneha was not ready to share her things, Veer had made this promise that he will never force her for anything like her contact number, address or pictures. He was agreed with all her request but with every passing day he started trying to get some facts about her, he started to get her more close. For Veer, she was her dream but now he started to bring that dream into reality.

Though Sneha has not shared her contact number or address but she had called him few times from PCO and shared her one picture. Now its been more than 6 months of their friendship, almost 3 months has passed when they expressed their love, Veer was keep on trying  and getting failed, his mind asks why she is not sharing her facts. On the other side Sneha was keep on telling Veer that she wanted to meet but she has one condition that once they will met she wont go back, Veer was not buying his point and also not happy with her daily story where she was saying that she is getting marriage proposals.

Veer has made few more friends online and one of them were Priya, a south Indian girl who was always raising questions against Sneha, Veer was ignoring his points but he was happy and thankful for her friendly care. Priya has shared many of stories with Veer, and Veer was happy to know that Priya’s parents had a successful love marriage, she was a girl with reality who shared her pics, number address everything without asking. Now Veer was knowing that Priya has soft corner for him but he don’t want to cheat Sneha, It was against his morals, his soul was not allowing her to leave Sneha, who had been cheated before but Veer was not understanding why she is not sharing reality.

Its been more than four month now, since Veer and Sneha has expressed their love for each other and still Veer was not knowing anything which called reality about Sneha on the other side Sneha was saying that her parents are making pressure on her for marriage. Veer got confused he wanted to share his things with Sneha but he couldn’t. He was frustrated with the Sneha, who says if her parents came to know they might kill Veer. Veer, his mind can’t understand why she loved him if she was knowing that they can’t share reality or their life will face danger. Veer has hinted everyone who he cares that he is love but the same love is not coming out to meet reality.

Now time started changing for Veer. Love and its fairy tales were tough, his mind was restless, can’t sleep always waiting for Sneha’s text but she was not coming regularly and whenever she came they both ended with fights. It was the time when Priya was getting closer to Veer, a friend whom Veer ingnored most of the times turned a saviour and always sharing good stories, good quotes and ask to live and also that he deserves better but Veer was just praying for a normal life.Whenever Veer was left by Sneha in a pressure cooker, Priya was coming for rescue and he was thankful to Krishna and Priya both, for their time.

One evening Veer asked Sneha to meet and she said she will meet and asked to reach at a defined place within 15 minutes, Veer was knowing he couldn’t make it as he was in office and it will take minimum 90 minutes to reach still he agreed, then Sneha revealed that she is with her brother and he might Beat Veer, Veer found it nothing but an excuse and said it’s ok i will come. Their conversation ended there and no one tried to meet and no one was waiting, It was all just text.?

After few days Veer was going out of station to examination, he informed the same to Sneha. Sneha made him delighted by saying that she is gonna join. Veer welcomed, he has doubts but acted hopeful near her but then nothing has happened in real. He can’t bear more stories, cant live in dreams anymore and he decided set to kill his heart and live with mind so he stopped writing Sneha, he had also stopped writing Priya because whenever they were chatting he was only talking about Sneha and now when there is no Seha what to talk.

Priya was also not calling or writing him like before as she got a new job and was very happy with it but one night at around 1 AM she called Veer and asked how is he. Veer had hidden that he was broken and said he is just ok. She make complaint that why he has stopped writing and also teased on Sneha and then Veer said he has nothing for Sneha. That was the time where he had made mistake again. Priya and Veer on the very next day of that conversation expressed that they both love each-other and their relationship has survived for more than a year. Veer had Priya’s address and so he sent her a birthday present, he had her number and so he was making recharge and keep talking for hours but later things has changed again. Priya achieved his dream job, made her parents proud and went with her parents decision and married to a guy who was loving her.

Now once again Veer has left alone, he can’t share his reality, he was not ready to accept the fact and always do all useless things which he did today. He says he don’t want to test this life anymore and he is making his life tougher with every passing day. Priya has blocked him online and offline and begged to him for his family status, said she has some obligations, some responsibilities and also that she would be happy if Veer forgives him and stopped calling her. Veer asked for her friendship and she said she will resume once Veer got married.

Veer, He who loved twice but met the similar end has nothing to know except the question why they loved, what was his guilt and why he cries daily. He don’t want to disturb Sneha and Priya but how can he control his emotion. I realize a fact that he has nothing important to do than to remember them and so he is crying daily and creating problems to himself and all those care for him…

I have nothing to quote, I am keep trying to get my friend back. Please pray for all, pray for values. I couldn’t understand people believes on Krishna, Jesus, Sai Baba but not to them whom they call their friend or love. Don’t Cheat and Be Real Please. You Never Know When Krishna Will Change Your Role. So Be Blessed and Help The Weak.  Jai Shri Krishna.

[Ignore for poor English grammar and appreciate my courage that with a poor English i dared to write this post. ]

Fake, Fun and Flirt

You Are Reading second page of Story of unseen Amigos. If have not read the first one please click here.
 
On My second night in the PC(Public Chat Room), I was expecting, my online friends (Ra1 and Sporty) would be waiting for me but it was not true. They were not available there and so I didn’t joined chat but i was watching the room and reading the conversations of others, where I found Sana and Abed are close and they are sharing love, Sazi and Tamiz were also dedicatedly chatting with each other but as they were talking in Tamil, I was not getting them. Chat Room was looking interesting today and i realized that not only funs, jokes and general talks but few people are sharing emotions as well. Abed, who was from Hyderabad is loving Sana, a pakistani gal. Tamiz was a tamilian and Saji was from Sri Lanka and i can’t say they were in love or not but they were in a deep conversation and i couldn’t get a single word of what they are communicating. But I can say these two couples has given this chatroom a new look.Yesterday at the same place Jai(Sporty) and Me were discussing Gabbar, Basanti and this chat room in a funny way, today the same chatroom was showing that it has love birds too.
After waiting for my friends for few minutes, when they didn’t came i left chatroom and got busy with my work and then music, loud music thanks to grooveshark, our saviour from boring night shifts. Dev, my colleague with habit of daily one movie has found this website and we have collected all our songs and categorize them. Nothing has happened special that night night..
On 3rd day, In evening i entered in chatroom and there…………..(Will update soon)
Do reply if u liked the plot.

Internet Version of Two States

Life-iz-Amazing-Couple
Photo Credit- Google Image

Hai Friends, Before i go further and share the love, the cruelty of destiny and make you believe that some time no matter how much you are in love, love is not enough, I would like to thank my friends from bottom of my heart, Today if i am alive and writing this story, you people are the reasons who have supported and convinced that there is still much to do and experience. Yes, once again i wanted to say that My Life iz Amazing because i have people like you. I am thankful to my family, friends and most importantly Mummy, $heen(Churail), Pooja Mam, Nikky Mam, Prashant Sir, Om babu and The Krishna’s spirit for supporting me in my hard times. I am really blessed to have you all who have helped me and given your valuable time, suggestions and support in the great hour of need. All of you already know some part of my story and the fact that this fool is just trying to recover from being dumped by a lady whom he adore most. You people never asked but now I wanted to share what exactly had happened and why and how this Joker changed. Here through these posts I am going to share my story, Another Internet Love Story. Hope you will understand us better and will help after reading this Internet Version of Two States.

Internet Version of Two States is a true and heartbreaking/happy ending story where He is from Bihar and She is From Andhra, where He believes Krishna and she is a great fond of Jesus, He is a Hindi speaker and She, A Telugu gal, Where He is a vegetarian she loves to eat prawns and omelette, Where He is still trying to set his own platform she is far ahead and got a good government job. Yes There was no similarity between these two hearts except they were much in love(still it was not enough).

This eLove was started on a public chatting platform where “She” was an older chatter and used to chat with her Telugu friends when He got into that chatroom, He got attracted by Her profile picture. She kept a beautiful baby picture. He initiated the conversation with her and then they started talking few words daily. He has given her a special name “Priyeee”. Initially she objected and couldn’t understand why he is not calling by her name but later by knowing the meaning she din’t objected and started replying. In earlier days He & She were talking on politics, career and then they started talking about their everyday life and after a few months they got involved much and started interacting every day. She was very caring towards him and was giving more hints to understand her love for him. On one fine night, He sensed her emotion and proposed her on phone call and then things were never normal. They started talking for 5 to 6 hours daily, love messages, greetings, fantasy everything was there. They both loved blindly each other and this dream was very close to their reality. It was a fun and both were curious too but The guy, He was not sounding serious and was believing that world is going to favor and surely they will meet soon. But things never happened the way you want, they were not exception, and their Destiny ended their dreams and Trust converted into tears.

This story will be all about Internet Friendship, Relationship, Dream and Reality. You can read my story if you are looking for a True Internet Love Story or you wanted to read about a joker who was not ready to accept the truth and the rules. If these two reasons are not enough to read me please don’t waste your time and stop reading.. Thank you!

Oh you have continued to read, Great. Hope you will enjoy with us.

Now, when I am going to share my part of story, to help myself and also to let you know that Shakespeare was right when he said that True Love can’t go smooth, I was not aware of this fact or else to get her I won’t love her truly 😉 No, No I am not trying to claim that ours was a true love story. Even I don’t know it was love or something else but yes It had happened and i enjoyed every moment no matter I was happy or crying, the feelings were superb, world seems wonderful when we were together. Now when you are going to read and I am writing, surely i will write the truth and believe that you too will fall in love with her. Yes, She, My Magical Bujji, My Priyeee is love and her love was the best gift I received from anyone after my birth.

Read my related post to know the Impact of Virtual world on real life, to feel charisma of love and value of love friends and parents.
Happy Reading, Stay Blessed and Keep in Touch.
Thanks Again

How Life Turns (Chat With Her Present)

3rd September 6:32pm

Amaan

i nvr stpd her,if she is intrsd she wil

be4 talkng remembr she is mine

jst nw met her n dropd at her home

wen we met be4 she usd to tlk abt,for god sake she stpd nw

abt u

m hapy

6:51pm

Joker

her heart cnt remov n if it happns u shud knw she has killd it.

good tht u r happy

thr was a time whn i was on cloud 9, nw Krishna is teaching me testing me.. may u b alws blessed

6:59pm

Joker

she is an object? matter of consumption or a cup for which we are running?? Don’t know but she has a personality that we are running behind, i may be fail to get that object/cup but surely i will redifine the things… B a postmaster and carry my lv fr her

7:04pm

Amaan

stp it

came to knw hw ur iritating her

7:05pm

Joker

Whol my life i wont. Sorry bhai but i will love and will say wht i feel fr her.. u r happy n my heart is burning

I m irritatin her? say sorry on my behalf

7:06pm

Amaan

once u

7:07pm

Joker

wht i did

7:08pm

Amaan

stp thnkng abt othrs wife

7:08pm

Joker

she was mine first….

7:08pm

Amaan

dnt b crazy

7:08pm

Joker

may be in text bt she was…. may it was a fun fr her bt i ws serious

crazy?

7:09pm

Amaan

she was mine 1st n nw finaly bak to me

7:09pm

Joker

it was ur story none of u have informed me about this

7:09pm

Amaan

u jst came in midl,wen she was angry on me

7:09pm

Joker

if tht all was fake i can live with her lie

when she was angry she took more thn 20 months? everry day we were talking like couple… is ds normal in telugu or with english ppl?

7:12pm

Amaan

20mths i was in ctct wd her

tlkng in ph ,bulsht

7:13pm

Joker

u were in contact? bhai it was u who said tht u r loving her, i had prayed fr u, bt neither u nor she told me tht u it was a two sided love, or i swear i wont come in middle, may b i m cheap now bt there was a time when i was giving dailogs on values

7:15pm

Joker

last text when u asked about us and relationship it was bujji who texted u back and asked you to leave, she has my passwd she jst stop using bt pswd is same…. i failed because she will come back after testing the world i am waiting n will wait, pray fr me, may family is putting pressure frnds too,,, can u do pray fr me?

7:16pm

Amaan

i dont want to lstn anythng

she is mine

dis is final

7:17pm

Joker

but u r listening…. if i am so she is…. dnt test love… emotions hav nothing to do wd rule and love cant control… atlst m not going too…

may be she is urs but i m for her

Thanks and don’t forget to invite me on ur marriage, tht day surely i will break rules and will give joker’s best performance

7:19pm

Amaan

wl nevr invite u

ther wnt b any mariage

7:19pm

Joker

i have never met her in so called reality, it was limited to text n calls

why?

7:19pm

Amaan

jst reception

7:20pm

Joker

She deserves a grand marriage, if possible make it in north style

7:20pm

Amaan

we marid alrdy,nt intrstd again

she said dat

7:22pm

Joker

Bhai i was also living in allusion tht m his hubby, she used to call dont knw the meaning of bujji but now google knows what magical bujji means…. love her n forgive me… my heart is loving my mind is not but i have allowed my heart to do wht he wants too… i dnt care of she u or any1..

7:22pm

Amaan

living in same bed room ,if she cme to my hme

7:23pm

Joker

hav i asked this?

But bhai we had many of memorable nights where we livd dreams

7:24pm

Amaan

reality is mre pwrful i thnk

7:25pm

Joker

no…

7:25pm

Amaan

if we have a baby,she want to send to u

7:25pm

Joker

y? because reality is allusion and dream has freedom… no one can be happy with reality bt few lucky like me have lived dreams n reality together

7:26pm

Amaan

wat u wl do wd our baby

stay in dmzs oly

7:26pm

Joker

wht wll i do? dnt know, i am not lucky

7:27pm

Amaan

i hav legaly opnd a fixd dep of 10lak on her name,as my wife

7:27pm

Joker

u r a rich man… i cnt evn give her 10 rupees

7:28pm

Amaan

al my staf cme to knw m marid n askd 4 party

last sunday gvn party alng wd me n her

7:29pm

Joker

she is lucky and a good decision maker.

Say to her tht if she get bore n need joker to entertain i will act, i m more mature wd less self respect

7:34pm

Amaan

i wl entrtain her wd my style,thanx 4 ur help

7:35pm

Joker

u dnt knw her, u wll never..

How life turns

Through this post i am just trying to tell you that some time life changes unexpectedly, sometime you can not take your decision, sometime no matter how hard you are suffering no one is going to help not even your mind and yes sometime life also gives you a second opportunity if you are keep chasing your dream. This post also says our life is not what we thinks, we are not getting always what we are willing to have and most importantly it suggests not to get addicted of something no matter how good it is.

This post is actually a chat history of two guyz who were in love with the same girl but time has played with both and these three had suffered. Conversation started on 28th December 2012, between Joker and Aman, Two Lovers of Priyeee, The beauty. Here in this post i am not going to talk about Priyeee, the lady love  but still if you wanted to meet her please read my other posts.( Another Lie or Internet Version of Two States) her. Here i am writing an interesting conversation between joker and Aman, Her two lovers where one has ended with memories and another has snatched her Identity and now supporting her and living happily.
Must Read to know how life plays, why joker cry daily and why can’t he hate her and forget, why is he getting disturbed and disturbing her too. Read this post to know how you can be a good lover and love doesn’t means only daydreams and writing poems for her it means earning money and giving her a future too. Go through their fb chat and feel the power of love, lust and destiny.

Conversation started December 28, 2012

12/28, 10:55pm
Amaan
Hpy bday dude

12/28, 11:23pm
Joker
Thank u
• December 31, 2012

12/31, 6:03am
Joker
gud morning..njoy d last day of year..
• December 31, 2012

12/31, 2:04pm
Amaan
Wish u hapy new year in advance boss
• December 31, 2012

12/31, 8:33pm
Joker
Thnk u n same to u n ur family
• February 24, 2013

2/24, 10:45pm
Amaan
U n Priyeee are gud frnds ryt ?

2/24, 11:27pm
Joker
Haan v r frnds
• February 25, 2013

2/25, 3:45pm
Amaan
Cool……

2/25, 3:50pm
Amaan
Hpe u wld nvr mind 4 my reqst

2/25, 6:14pm
Joker
I’d alws mind Sirji..

2/25, 8:32pm
Amaan
Lyt lelo sir ji

2/25, 8:47pm
Joker
• February 26, 2013

2/26, 9:00am
Amaan
Gudmrg bro……hav a nice day

2/26, 9:16am
Joker
Same to u Bhai..
2/26, 9:11pm
Amaan
I ws dumb nw

2/26, 9:12pm
Joker
Sorry…???

2/26, 9:14pm
Amaan
Leav it dude

2/26, 9:17pm
Joker
Thik hai chhor diyaa… Ok leavd it

2/26, 9:18pm
Amaan
Thank u

2/26, 9:19pm
Joker
Thanku for leaving? Thn keep ur thanku n come to the point..wht hppnd

2/26, 9:23pm
Amaan
Nthng hapnd bro ….y u ask so ?

2/26, 9:26pm
Joker
Y i asked..ummm..i hav many of reasons..frst i blv i knw enough abt u..secondaly ur commnt tht its easy to say gudbye n thn somethn which i dint get tht..”dumb”…..so i said lyk ds

2/26, 9:34pm
Amaan
Cool nthng much to say ,if u dnt mind may i knw hw is Priyeee…
Im in journey wil talk to u sme other time….gdnyt macha
• February 28, 2013

2/28, 2:05am
Joker
Hey i missed to reply tht day n sorry for that.. Whnvr ur free plz txt me i wntd to chat wd u..
• February 28, 2013

2/28, 8:15am
Amaan
Gudmrg

2/28, 8:16am
Joker
Gud Morning Bhai

2/28, 8:17am
Amaan
i’m fre now,wats da mater ?
Macha r u ther ?

2/28, 8:20am
Joker
5 min plz
I knw u n Priyeee(Bujji) n hw u ppl r closed but yesterday i came to knw tht u ppl r not interacting..tht night u also asked about her to me but i dint missed to reply…

2/28, 8:24am
Amaan
tak ur own time bro

2/28, 8:25am
Joker
Just finished i m suffering frm cold n to vomit i only took 1 minute…..m damn gud in time management

2/28, 8:26am
Amaan
Ha So?

2/28, 8:28am
Joker
Dnt take me wrong n also not in a way tht m advicing, m rqstng u n rqstd her too tht if der is somthng whch is hppng bcauz of me just tell me plz.
Tell me da meaning of macha first?

2/28, 8:32am
Amaan
macha means mama

2/28, 8:32am
Joker
Bhaaai der

2/28, 8:33am
Amaan
Ha

2/28, 8:33am
Joker
Mama means frnd?
M ur frnd?

2/28, 8:37am
Amaan
Yeah

2/28, 8:39am
Joker
Then i have rights on u

2/28, 8:39am
Amaan
We both dnt hav any pblm wd u n from u

2/28, 8:40am
Joker
Joker has only mission to make others smile.. The harder i try the foolishly i failed..

2/28, 8:44am
Amaan
I m ignring her to knw her hidden emotins ,dis was da mater,nthng other ths is hapening 4m ma side…..i never suspect her ignre 4 sily reasns i knw what is she…….just wait n c
She can’t stay wdot talkng to me though she nevr realise dat she z in lv wd me,bt i can c dat in her eyes

2/28, 8:53am
Joker
She likes u i knw n she also accptd..but to knw her emotions ur ignoring isnt ryt as per my view. sorry i agn….do wht u like but dnt hurt her. She alws talk abt u but ystrday night she told tht u ppl r not talkng frm few days.

2/28, 8:53am
Amaan
But sory i usd a weapn in da name of u,,u shld pardon me 4 dis …m a bgst slfsh persn in dis wrld,hpe u can undrstand ,dnt take me wrng pls..

2/28, 8:55am
Joker
Everything is fair in luv n war…..u used my name????

2/28, 9:05am
Amaan
I jst came hme aftr 10 days,u knw i m dyng to c her ,,mrg 6am,i jst pasd through her hstel to c her bt she was insd i thnk cldnt c ….
Yeah ur ryt ,evrthng is fair in love n war

2/28, 9:07am
Joker
My wish is wd u…

2/28, 9:11am
Amaan
Im hurtng her hardly,,who gona c my pain then

2/28, 9:12am
Joker
Ask to google m sure he will giv u some link

2/28, 9:13am
Amaan
Thanq bro
K done wl shar da link 2

2/28, 9:17am
Joker
M going out wll to tak medicine will txt u later. Bye God bless us all…

2/28, 9:19am
Amaan
My dad was at final stage bro heart pblm(dne 16 opertns til nw),,he want to c my mariage as early as posble ,n i said to my mothr abt Priyeee,she is ready to ask her parents bt i said 1st i need acptnc 4m her n askd sme time,latr she wl go to her parnts..
K bro,,i wl b free today ,u can ping me at any time…tc bye

2/28, 9:25am
Joker
U both r nice souls god bless u.. Will txt u later..tc u too….

2/28, 10:18am
Amaan
Dnt reveal dis cnvrsatin near her pls…..

2/28, 11:20am
Joker
I knw bhai…
• March 1, 2013

3/1, 12:23am
Amaan

3/1, 12:29am
Amaan
She z talkng mre wd u,,flng jealous bro …wenevr i send msg aftr 11.pm she dint respnded atlst once in these many days of our ctct….
Am hapy atlst ur nt frm andhra ……
Bro m just kidding dnt mind ….
Gudnyt
• March 1, 2013

3/1, 7:48am
Joker
Gud morning Bhai….My mob was off nw getting ur msgs…
Does is matter frm where i am

3/1, 8:48am
Amaan
Yeah it maters smetimes
Gudmrg
• March 3, 2013

3/3, 7:55am
Joker
gud morningg
• March 4, 2013

3/4, 8:17am
Amaan
Gdmrg bro

3/4, 8:37am
Joker
Vry Gd morng bhai
• April 9, 2013

4/9, 3:38pm
Amaan
U both friends r lovers ?
• April 10, 2013

4/10, 3:36pm
Joker
Ha lovers [This Message was sent by Priyeee who was also accessing Joker’s Fb]

4/10, 3:46pm
Joker
Can u plz stay out of her…[This Message was sent by Priyeee who was also accessing Joker’s Fb]

4/10, 4:11pm
Amaan
U no nd to say this,If u said dis on the day 1 itself,i wldn’t hav evn thnk abt her,,thanku 4 this..tc f her…bye

And after a year Chat begins Again  and This Time Joker Pinged first..

• July 3

7/3, 10:20am
Joker
Congrats Bro. Krishna Bless You Alwz. Just got the good news. take care of her.
• July 3

7/3, 4:58pm
Amaan
ty
• July 4

7/4, 4:02pm
Joker
ty???? if u dont have time to reply who asked…. i know u r a busy man
• July 18

7/18, 9:16am
Joker
Priyeee(hope u knw her, if u dnt jst google) texted ystrday tht u wntd to talk to me, she said da same thing last week also, boss if u wanted to talk m in facebook u can, she blocked me on fb, on mobile. u can undrstnd hw it feels whn ppl changed. sorry m nt here to talk abt myslf, txtd u to ask wht u want to talk and also want to know the truth about you two happy lovers, if u hav some tym ping me, i think i might nt dsrvng her lv bt truth i expct frm u both….
• July 18

7/18, 7:55pm
Amaan
hell
i knw dnt dserv her
i dnt dserv her
she is most senstiv nd emtnl girl
dnt try 2 change her mind ok
by caling her
dis is my reqst

7/18, 8:03pm
Joker
wht s ur rqst?

7/18, 8:04pm
Amaan
she cnt leav me now ,i havnt gvn optn to her

7/18, 8:04pm
Joker
i shud nt call her? boss i m nt in my cntrol n m nt intellgnt brav
i dnt knw u i knw her n i luv her
if there is somthng wch can be erased ur welcome jst help me.. evry1 wants to b good n lead a generuos lyf m nt exception…jst tell me hw can i control hw can i stop blvng tht same gal who was mine has changed her mind n nw i cant call her

7/18, 8:06pm
Amaan
watevr it is she wnt leav me

7/18, 8:07pm
Joker
I dnt knw wht she wants wht she expcts i knw my heart it cant let her go easly

7/18, 8:07pm
Amaan
we hav dne mstak wch hapnd by my fault

7/18, 8:07pm
Joker
u wanted me to talk jst to say to stop calling.. boss i beg u ask her to talk to me

7/18, 8:08pm
Amaan
undrstand us

7/18, 8:08pm
Joker
it was ur fault n would pay? gv a reason y shud i think of u ppl? come n kill me
y cnt u understand n y cnt she? if u wer luvng where were u? I knw i dnt hav job n so she hesitates, i nvr expcted anythng fr my peace i luvd her n for peace wll luv her forever

7/18, 8:11pm
Amaan
we met physcly too,nw she cant thnk for other guy
i knw she wil come 2 me,so kept quite

7/18, 8:13pm
Joker
physically? i found my luv virtual i found her in my dream i found her in my heart n yes she beats inside no matter wht u say no matter wht she did, i luvd her n will luv always… Krishna guide me pls

7/18, 8:15pm
Amaan
i dnt want to lstn u
i hav slaped her last sunday,i became mad
if she leav me again,m ready to kil her n myself

7/18, 8:17pm
Joker
ugliness of a guy…. u frustrated ppl hav no lyf… n so u luv her, wht was her fault wht she did…. i dnt knw u ppl past she said i am her first bt nw i can see the luv btwn u both
U will kill her? dnt u knw m Bihari? M joker bt jokers hav contacts… so stop talking idiotic

7/18, 8:19pm
Amaan
i was at peak stage
if she leavs me i wl show wat iam

7/18, 8:20pm
Joker
if u r talking to her alws remember she is just doing favor to u, if u will dstrb her u will b flushed
u r a coward who threats a gal..wht wl u show later i came to knw now

7/18, 8:22pm
Amaan
wat u cam to knw

7/18, 8:23pm
Joker
she dnt knw anything abt u, she thinks u r cool.. may b she has chinese dictionary

7/18, 8:23pm
Amaan
wat ur doing then dint u blakmail her,i hav seen ur msgs,dnt act lik ur perfct

7/18, 8:23pm
Joker
which msgs?

7/18, 8:24pm
Amaan
fb msgs

7/18, 8:24pm
Joker
m nt perfect n nvr tried.. m wht i am.. happy with jokers attitude

7/18, 8:24pm
Amaan
i m going to die etc etc

7/18, 8:24pm
Joker
i hav been banned, let me remind
ok that was a dialog

7/18, 8:25pm
Amaan
nt nw be4

7/18, 8:25pm
Joker
whn tht words bcam true u wll blv

7/18, 8:26pm
Amaan
u do watever u want,but g
leav her
dyng fr her 4m 8 years
who da hel r u

7/18, 8:27pm
Joker
i am doing what i want to do….. i luv her wl write fr her..ask her to learn hindi, everytime i cant convince with tears, my words shud reach der n i m poor in english pls ask her to learn hindi
frm 8 years, m sorry senior bt i luvd her too..
may b less, may be nt real lyk u bt i luv her on my own way

7/18, 8:30pm
Amaan
i wil take her nu
numbr
nxt sunday onwards

7/18, 8:32pm
Joker
do wht u want to do, ur lyf ur act.. m doing wht i shud do… if she will go i will wait fr her like a tree, with more branches day by day, so when she return she got cool, i will stand there only lik a tree so she cnt confuse to find me.. n if my luv is etrnal if krishna exists she wont forget she cant ignore… i knw she luvs me n she need me

7/18, 9:01pm
Joker
https://sunnymca.wordpress.com/2014/07/04/another-lie-7/

7/18, 9:32pm
Amaan
wil mary her asap
nt going to do late
gudbye

7/18, 9:33pm
Joker
Krishna bless u both

7/18, 10:05pm
Joker
u r using her facebook allw her to use urs n u pls dnt block… it suits gals
• July 21

7/21, 11:06am
Joker
I always hated sunday, most of sundays she foughts wd me bt yestrday was last i think. she shared the truth, i dnt want to comment on that n blvng my krishna, her jesus n they will do justice. i hav taken swear of my mother that i wont connct to her till she asks, now i am begging to u praying to u that pls spread believe in this air. i was a joker u ppl hav proved, she has shared what i cant share wd my ppl. pls take care of her, stop drinking u r more beloved of Krishna and drinking suits to shudras, give her more love i know she might hav a guilty flng bt it is ur time love her aske her luv n dnt gv her tym to think. Give ur time to her. once agains sayng dnt drink n just appreciate tht u got ur life back, make it more beautiful. May Krishna bless u both with more love and success. Give ur Son Krishna’s name if possible. Sorry if i have hurted u. really sorry
• July 27

7/27, 8:47pm
Joker
Happy married life… If not married yet may Krishna bless you both with more love and a hurry fr marriage.
• August 6

8/6, 1:43pm
Joker
world needs puppy nt a joker…………………….

8/6, 1:55pm
Joker
because security alws preffered thn entertainment… u r my senior in many ways… u r better thn joker… cant say heartlessly n so saying krishna should do justice if m wrong he shud make me burn in fire… became bad frm last thursday,,, y she txtd me back y she cant leave me at my fate, i had swear of my mother i kept my wrds bt she txtd back n made me free now she is enjoying and m suffering… u ppl have work n i dnt? whol nyt m calling her, txtng her n she is became heartless she asked me to ask your permisssion,,,, why should i? dnt knw whts going on bt m suffering, she made me mental
• August 6

8/6, 6:50pm
Amaan
till i say

8/6, 6:51pm
Joker
gud fr u

8/6, 6:51pm
Amaan
last sunday she met my ppl

8/6, 6:51pm
Joker
hav fun enjoy celebrations cheets

8/6, 6:51pm
Amaan
n takn blesssssings frm them

8/6, 6:51pm
Joker
cheers
soon she wl need more blessings

8/6, 6:52pm
Amaan
we need ur blessings too
we both will come to u sure one day

8/6, 6:52pm
Joker
i m not like others.. sorry i cant say wht i dnt feel

8/6, 6:53pm
Amaan
cantt u bless ur loved one

8/6, 6:53pm
Joker
Life is long if Krishna has punished me u ppl too wl burn in fire,,,,, Krishna lessn shud b fr evry1
i have loved a gal she has been killed nw u both are killers

8/6, 6:54pm
Amaan
she did nothing

8/6, 6:54pm
Joker
i will ask ur ppl her parents n every1, y v hav gvn overrating to this useless feelings… i m joker i have my own way
she is Angel i did everything

8/6, 6:55pm
Amaan
evrything went acc to me
hmm i wil tlk to thwm abt u

8/6, 6:56pm
Joker
u fitted in her needs, she was in a great need fr a guy frm govmnt job, she met me to teach me, she taught
u no need to talk

8/6, 6:57pm
Amaan
then y she left me 2yrs bak
thouh i hav govt job
ur wrong

8/6, 6:57pm
Joker
aske her y she left u

8/6, 6:57pm
Amaan
i knw abt her

8/6, 6:57pm
Joker
u knw evrythng i loved her wdout knwng….

8/6, 6:58pm
Amaan
m lucky to get her bak

8/6, 6:59pm
Joker
u wl stop thinking sooner…. ur chapter has just started my tears wont b useless,,, everryday everymoment i will pray i will cry n i will tht she cheated me… she was an opportunist n she has nthing to do with emotions… she raped my dreams
i dnt hav any future plans i can live wd my past, the beutiful 1 where she used to be mine, where she has no need, she was bondless…..
if love starts with heart, if love is no any bondings wd size n color u ppl wl never b happy, never never never.

8/6, 7:01pm
Amaan
her family facing many pblms

8/6, 7:01pm
Joker
wht prblms they are facing n who u r shaktiman who has solved the problems?

8/6, 7:01pm
Amaan
i knw what they r
no one,,,they r stil existing

8/6, 7:02pm
Joker
she started loving me bt she cant share her things what kind of love it was
wht happend?

8/6, 7:03pm
Amaan
her father left their family 4yrs bak
recetly her brothr too

8/6, 7:04pm
Joker
why he did this? she told me tht her grand pa left y she lied, if i luv her i luv her

8/6, 7:05pm
Amaan
may b she felt guilty to shre
bt dat ws tru
her mthr leading das family alone
n her dream was atlst Priyeee shld setl
well

8/6, 7:06pm
Joker
brother last year married to sm1 tht time she shared n also said that she cant repeat, i said i will come n will beg to them… that time she was saying her parents are cying even she was mentioning hs father was also cried. last year his father visited her hostel too… i remmebr i soughted on her and said when ur parnts can get luv marrg y can ur bro, y are they hav biased thoughts

8/6, 7:06pm
Amaan
n they r facing pblms frm ppl of society

8/6, 7:07pm
Joker
society has nothing except to comment

8/6, 7:07pm
Amaan
he came bak 1 1/2 yr bak
her father
bt they r nt living at same place
papa lives in sep house

8/6, 7:08pm
Joker
hav u met his father?

8/6, 7:08pm
Amaan
in da mean time his brthr left
her mothr got physicly n mently weak by all these situations
yes i met him
i met him n askd fr her daughtr

8/6, 7:10pm
Joker
i want to meet her mother n.. take care of her family n if possble gv opportunity to reunite..may b ur marriage wl an opportunity

8/6, 7:10pm
Amaan
he tlkd much time n shrd wat hapnd n y he left

8/6, 7:10pm
Joker
u r a good man, i said a year back n repeating same

8/6, 7:11pm
Amaan
n he said nw his wif was nt tlking to him,,so she hav takn Priyeee responsiblty n u meet her
he said
so i went to her mthr ,,,wid my mothr
initialy she denied
coz she is nt going to enmcourage lov mariages
it taken 2 to 3 mths to get acptnce frm her

8/6, 7:13pm
Joker
she is a mother she cant deny

8/6, 7:14pm
Amaan
her mthr nds a prayfull guy n blvr f jesus n must be govt employee

8/6, 7:14pm
Joker
so u r a christian?

8/6, 7:14pm
Amaan
im nt a christian bt blvr of jesus
we r frm reddy community
bt cnvrtd feew yrs bak

8/6, 7:16pm
Joker
Here in Bihar christianity is limited to missionaries… i dnt knw jesus miracles but yes he might b another son of god n so christians around are performing bttr n living a good life

8/6, 7:16pm
Amaan
hm
last yr they lost 80 laks property in auction
frm then hr mthr bcame mre weak

8/6, 7:18pm
Joker
ohhh 80 lacs

8/6, 7:19pm
Amaan
haa

8/6, 7:19pm
Joker
joker has nt seen evn 80K together….
may b ds was the reason she left me

8/6, 7:23pm
Amaan
i dont think so

8/6, 7:24pm
Joker
whom should i blame now? Krishna that i blv him, or her mother who has ds expectation, Priyeeena who never told her story or myslf that i fall in lov blindly,, whom should i gv these credits…. take care of her mother if i get her address will met her, will ask why she can blv jesus whom she never met cant adjust wd his husband cant allow her children to love wht they wanted to…. I dnt blv jesus has allowed any violence, My Krishna says do bad to bad bt jesus was a good person he was crucified fr others, y cant their followe behave like jesus….. u knw ppl hav two books one they wanted to get followd frm others n one they follows…. totally trapped by luck feeling sorry for Priyeee tht m disturbng her, but wl dstrb her for whol lyf….

8/6, 7:24pm
Amaan
im da reason that she left u

8/6, 7:25pm
Joker
no it is not u it is me my failures, my parents reputation, poor bihari image, i was good for nothing and she has learnt from her parents…..

8/6, 7:26pm
Amaan
her mthr cried two times near me
by tlking abt Priyeee future

8/6, 7:26pm
Joker
wht shud i do

8/6, 7:26pm
Amaan
i gvn her assuarance dat i will never lleav her n your family

8/6, 7:27pm
Joker
i need a guru who can help me to get out from these nonexisitng things, i dnt want to b a bad man n i knw i became bad
good dnt forget ur words

8/6, 7:27pm
Amaan
ha sure
she even dint shr thes thingsa to me
aftr tlking tp her papa i came to knw
bt few things i knw
she shrd dat her fthr left’
lik this thngs

8/6, 7:31pm
Joker
no comments, heart says to forget her bt mind says y me? she was knwng her situation y she loved me y she hide tht u ppl knw each other before, she made me bad near u, it was she who txtd u a year before tht v r in love, she has doubted alwas me n when it comes to end she knws the truth….

8/6, 7:33pm
Amaan
she lvd u dat ws nt a lie
bt she was in dilemma
if ur frm andhra
i can say 99.9 % she wold hav married u

8/6, 7:34pm
Joker
i m nt beggng her fr love, in my family if m loving some1 i shud marry

8/6, 7:34pm
Amaan
dddue to situations she bent her head near me
its my fault

8/6, 7:35pm
Joker
distance was nt a barrrier y she alws givng hope, y r loving her n so u r saving her, u r his mate, u r lucky bt i dnt care of u….. Situations are for those who are opportunist. every1 knws ds

8/6, 7:35pm
Amaan
any way watevr it is she got me

8/6, 7:36pm
Joker
wht do u think, do u knw abt biharis n hw much they are racist? If i can manage my family i dnt think christians are tht much orthodox. the day v shared lov i informed my ppl.

8/6, 7:37pm
Amaan
any way

8/6, 7:37pm
Joker
May ur Jesus nt repeat the story again, may u ppl have a lovely life,, May my Krishna dnt bless ppl wd other jokers

8/6, 7:38pm
Amaan
stayb away frm her

8/6, 7:38pm
Joker
i cant never not tilll i remember her
n i wont forget her…. take care of ur legal wife…. marriages made in courts ends in same court may my words nt come true….

8/6, 7:40pm
Amaan
i dnt drink bt wen sshe dint tlk wdme properly i strtd to drink
she wl strt crying
ohhhhh

8/6, 7:41pm
Joker
Drinking is a fashion n a symbol that u r open minded have one bottle daily… she too had asked me once tht can v drink nw she met u… a perfect pair

8/6, 7:41pm
Amaan
it hapend last satdy

8/6, 7:43pm
Joker
make a complain against me…. i hate my slf

8/6, 7:43pm
Amaan
to whom?

8/6, 7:45pm
Joker
to judiciary/police. m doing mental hassmnt
• August 16

8/16, 1:40am
Joker
Modi ka fan mai hoon par bhai acche din to aapke aaye….. congrats n happie independence day
• August 24

8/24, 9:41pm
Joker
hai ummid hai udhar sab badhiya hoga how r u ur family n kuchipudis
• Today

9:08am
Joker
kash dil ko samjhana aata….
• Today

7:48pm
Joker
http://goo.gl/C2WRSX

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• Today

11:45am
Joker
sir, i beg u to allow her to talk to me

Another Lie

Jai Shri Krishna Dost, Hope you are enjoying monsoon season and making your life memorable. Here once again I do welcome of you guyz who spend your valueable time with this joker. I am thankful to you people who read me and forgive for my unprofessional writing. Dost, I expect you to visit my virtual place more often and guide me with your suggestions. Here once i again i bring the news from Doubt and Confusion’s life and once again you are going to read my Another Lie. This might be my last last post on Confusion and Doubt’s Love fight and if you have not met lovers of my story yet, I request you to please start reading from beginning and experience all the love fights between two love birds and find out what happens if you love in chat rooms, when you believe someone blindly, without any conditions and how poor lovers ended?

(Read from Beginning)

People ChangeIn last post you had already read, how Confusion approached Doubt’s best friend Laxmi to know the truth. You had also read that Doubt had not shared anything about Confusion near Laxmi or any of her friends and When Confusion approached Laxmi she has unable to recognize Confusion. Later Laxmi explained that Doubt has never spoke anything about. Infact she told that Doubt is loving her Brother Siddharth. Laxmi, who was not aware of their long distance relationship has suggested Confusion that he might have some misunderstanding and he might considering Doubt’s friendly care as love, she was damn sure that Doubt loves Siddharth. She was not ready to believe what confusion was saying to her. Well confusion has not elaborate much near her and in middle of their conversation, Doubt has called Confusion(As Laxmi informed Doubt about Confusion’s Approach) and requested to stop asking to Laxmi and said no one knows about them and then she promised to Confusion that she will disclose everything soon and said she has much to share.

From last few weeks, Doubt was keep saying that she has no love for Confusion and the relation was just fake while Confusion was not ready to believe and he was convinced that she might be lying due to family/society pressure. Last week when Doubt said that her marriage has been finalized, and also praised the guy for his cool nature, since then Confusion started to figure out why is she leaving her, why can’t they get married? In last few weeks Confusion has asked the same question more than ten times “Why can’t we get married?”  Doubt has given every times many of valid reasons like, their parents wont agree, she wanted to marry with a guy having government job, she can’t left her job, she can’t settle in Bihar, her mother wants a Jesus Believer and many more reasons but these were just reasons and Confusion was not ready to accept any of these reasons. He was confident on his love and he was fool enough to believe love is enough. These days he cries daily and hating himself for losing her, but he still expecting some magic. In these many of days many of times confusion tried to convince her with her ideological logics, but her words have no more impact on the girl who was once worried whether confusion parents will accept a minority girl. A girl who was saying that she will put acid if he married someone else is happily going to marry some one else. It was hard to digest, completely unbelievable that he is going to lose her love as he don’t have government job?  Confusion ask Doubt that if a job is issue ask your parents that seeking a job is better than creating, but Doubt is more realistic and practical than joker and so she never bought his points.

WHAT HAPPENED TODAY?

Today morning when Confusion approached Laxmi, Laxmi informed the same to Doubt  and then Doubt called Confusion and requested not to ask anything to laxmi or anyone else as people are not not aware about their relation. Doubt promised to share all fact by today noon.

In afternoon Doubt text-ed to Confusion a message which was reading “Given chance to Amaan”. After reading her text he got a sock, she was no more lying, she is leaving Confusion. Nothing can be tougher than this to handle a cheat. You know, Amaan is not the guy Laxmi talked about but he is the guy whom Confusion knows before and had a good conversation before but neither Amaan nor Doubt has revealed this before. After listening Amaan’s name, confusion was confirmed that Doubt was not lying anymore because he suits to her dream and Amaan was keep on trying for long. He is the same guy who had shared his feelings for Doubt near Confusion 2 years before and that time confusion was doubt’s best friend. Doubt had prayed for Amaan and now we can say Krishna  has accepted Confusion’s pray on the cost of his love.

Though Doubt has expressed love and care for Confusion but finally what she is saying is a naked truth. Doubt has shown her happiness near Confusion and texted many of texts praising Amaan. She was very happy that she is marrying to someone who loves her, having a standard job. She written Confusion that it is better to marry a lover who you met in real and not just in text box, not only on calls. She asked Confusion to Forget Her, Forgive Her, she asked confusion to forget all this as they never met in reality, and called this distance relationship a nightmare.

Confusion was helpless again but now no more hope left, he was dying inside, the lover, the poet, the dreamer, the chatter, the joker all had wiped out with his tears. His balanced mind was happy for Amaan, at least he was meeting her love but he was keep asking to himself that if it was a fake relationship, if it was a nightmare why she took so much time to find it, realize it. What was his fault? He knows Amaan is a good guy, well settled, working in a government bank and have earned good respect in society and far better than Confusion(joker) in all kind of comparisons available but he was available before, why not she accepted his love before, why she tested Confusion, why she played with Joker? Amaan had expressed his love last year, even Confusion has talked to Doubt and asked for her feelings but last year Doubt said she is is loving Confusion and so Amanan left silently(?).  (Click here to know what happened last year)

After realizing that Doubt is not lying from past few months, Joker(Confusion) burst into tears, he cried on his reality and yet again he started screaming why destiny always wins his life? so many dreams he had for Doubt, all has been vanished with a truth, he wanted to scream and shout on her, he wanted to abuse her, wanted to call her cheater, selfish and a shudra but how can he? His heart still believes that it all happened due to his faults and so he kept silent.

Confusion asked Doubt that how she met Amaan again and then she disclosed the bigger truth which she never said to Confusion, she told, Amaan is her childhood friend and he loves her for 8 years, she too loves him but for last two years they were not in contact due to some confusion and doubts. She also expressed her happiness and said that she is lucky that she got him back.

Doubt’s every word was killing him but joker has no other choice to listen her, to understand her also to know that why is he crying if next time he cry.

After knowing their truth I can quote that Not only a girl can be raped, some time dreams also get raped.

Doubt wanted to know why she did this? Sometime he thought to kill himself but couldn’t. He remembered the day when Doubt and Confusion were just good friends and she used to say she don’t like to be in love, she wanted to get a job first, she wanted to make parents proud first but sooner she expressed her love for confusion. She is the same lady who had told him more than hundred of times that he is her first love and she can’t let him go, has shown care for family, started behaving like a caring wife, sharing lover over phone calls, texts messages, suddenly what happened to her?

After knowing about the lucky guy Amaan, Doubt’s past, Confusion wanted to know the truth that why they people fought and what was the situations which make them to resume their relation, how destiny played that they get reunited? Why she lied to confusion on first love?

Confusion asked his every question and Doubt has already ready with answers and given all his answers except few and I am Sorry, I can’t disclosed those and my reasons are personal. But trust me they both were good people but it was Joker’s Life who got defeated, whose dreams get shattered and destiny overruled his dreams. Doubt has made her parents proud, she choose her first and real love, she opted reality rather a dream, she went for better. Yes, I will fall in love with Doubt again the day I became a good professional, sincere business man with less useless emotions.

After Getting all answers from Doubt, Confusion has left with no choices, he has loved her and so he just kept silent and texted her  a message reading “The girl I have loved has been raped and killed by you both and Krishna will do justice” Later he also reached to Amaan and wished him half heartedly and asked to take care of hers and also to stop drinking.

Confusion who loved Doubt for more than a year, will suffer alone and Doubt is also going to miss his foolness for whole life.

[At last- Though my story “Another Lie” has been ended but there are many other lies, more Confusion and Doubts are Hanging Out online, taking it as a reality, There must be some Doubt and Confusion who are facing same, I pray to Krishna that they met a better end and love at rest. I pray to Krishna to bless people with loving thoughts and real values. I suggests my friends to be careful with online things, online friendship, online love. I am not denying you will get cheated always but yes most of the time you are not going to get what you deserves.

One more news to my readers, I am drafting Confusion and Doubt’s Story With a New Title, Internet Version of Two States, Read and Let Me Know Your Feedback]

Another Lie

Missing youHe Cares Me A Lot Not In Dialogs, In Real”

Before i share the big news, before i let you know about Doubt and Confusion, heroes of my story, I wanted to thank you first for reading me, for believing me. Krishna, I came after two months here and i really sorry for it. I was very busy with Confusion and Doubt’s status. As you people already know them, today i have a big news from Confusions life, hope you will be happy to read this. If you don’t know confusion read my previous posts. Here are the links.

Click here to Read  Previous Lies. Another Lie_1 Another Lie_2 Another Lie_3 Another_Lie_4 Another_Lie_5 Another Lie_6

Confusion and Doubt have broken up, their love is no more same. As you already read, Doubt has said that she has no more feelings for Confusion but confusion is not ready to accept this truth. In last two months he behaved worse than a lunatic, he texted her daily about their beautiful past, about those beautiful lies, he called her hundred of times daily and when he didn’t he was busy with doctors. Confusion was no more the same guy, his eyes always filled with tears and he stopped eating for days, not eating on time and many of times he thought of suicide, even he texted many of times about his feelings to her. Doubt asked him why is she behaving like this, why is he blackmailing? He said in a lunatic way that he is paying for the luxuries which he availed for free before. Doubt said to him that if you will do any stupid things she cant live, she asked to understand. Doubt was clear that if he will give up then she wont live either and in those situation her parents cant live too. Confusion find his life associated, he didn’t wanted to disturb her but he was not a kind heart like others and so he turns to her whenever his emotions got high. He was feeling himself alone and dejected by the same girl who was making him smile and was giving a heavenly pleasure by saying he is her firs love. Thought of loosing her was not allowing him to weep easily but he feels better and so he cries generally. Whenever he needed her he just started doing the same what he generally do, He calls her for whole night, even after when she switched off her mobile. In last few weeks she didn’t replied and ignored him completely. Both were busy with their routine but then scene changes.

Confusion who was not feeling to work and due to poor health was taking rest at home, he again started calling her and unlike other days today Doubt has picked his call and informed that she is going to vizag for one week Bank Training. In evening confusion visited her facebook where she posted that she is enjoying there. Next evening confusion has texted her so many times and then she got her reply. She texted Confusion that her marriage has been fixed and she will get married with a banker and he is coming to take her on saturday and will drop her at home. She was very happy and also said that she is lucky that she found her. She said about that guy that he is very cool and his love is more true and he cares in real not with dialogs.  Confusion was not easy with this news but he wished her.

Yes, once she stopped replying, Joker(confusion) cried again, her pain was increasing, same shitis thoughts again to give up and this shrwed mind was suggesting he can not easily as his life has not that much freedom and he is in debt. He again started testing her was askingthe same thing in different ways  “Why, Why are you leaving me?”. He was not ready to accept that he is loosing his love just because he does not have a government job. Doubt didn’t replied, in fact she hardly replies and that day she did not given attention to confusion’s question.

Confusion was not ready to digest the thing and so she checked her old mail where Doubt has mailed her friends resume to fill a form, successfully he got Laxmi, her classmate’s number. She is the same girl with whom Doubt use to share her hostel. It was like Laxmi is waiting for Confusion to give a sock. Yes he thundered to know that she didn’t know anything about her. She said about some other guy and also said that Doubt was in love from last 6 years with that guy. Doubt has never shared anything about Confusion near her, He got surprised/socked, (Krishna) he is the same guy who filled her bank application form and she was not even knowing her name. It was more than interesting, more than frustrating. Confusion felt like his reality has been crushed, heart has  brutally killed and now this overrated love seems cheap after listening from Laxmi. Doubt, The Joker can not smile anymore, he use to thanks Krishna for meeting her and for making his first, Doubt has said this many of times that he is his first, whether she was lying? No she can’t. Curiosity started increasing and he wanted to know more but suddenly he got a call from Doubt, it was a surprise and a good thing which happened after many days, anyways she picked her call in first ring. She has called to ask whether has she approached Laxmi or not? He said yes he has and then Doubt said you can ask to me, world has no knowledge of my personal things, she agreed to give all his answer and asked to wait and said she will disclose few facts today.

Confusion became paralyzed with all these and waiting to know the fact, The Truth he unaware of. He was desperately waiting for her call/text and was dying to know about the guy. He wanted to know why she is leaving, what she found in him and whether she is marrying with the same guy Laxmi talked about??

[My Take- When Lie seems very close to truth and in a few hours confusion will met his reality, he will come to know to whom Doubt is going to marry and is she really happy or just acting. It’s good if he found his love, it’s better if a guy is having all qualities what she dreamt of but what if she is just doing everything on the name of society status??]

Stay connected to know about life’s lie which has accidentally met to reality. Stay connected to know the values of love and life, to know how they will lead their life and also keep praying for all.

Take care of yours, keep sharing love and believe in Krishna. Thank you people for making this life Amazing.

Another Lie or Last Lie has posted now click here to read the truth.  Another Lie_8 

I have started posting my hindi poems on a new site. If you wanted to know me just read Joker’s Diary. Click Here

 

See U Here and There 😉

My Virtual World : Story of Unseen Amigos

PriyeeeMy Virtual World : Story of Unseen Amigos

My story, Story of Unseen Amigos, is dedicated to Shri Krishna(The Supreme), My “Best of Four” and to all those social site users who trust their unseen amigos (online friends) and maintains a healthy relation. It is also dedicated to all those online friends, chatters and people who experienced love online or found someone called ‘special’.

This story is all about a guy who fall in love on internet and shared his world with someone whom he never meet. It is an amazing and real story of those believers, dreamers(fools) who find their world in texts, who get committed on phone call and some video hangouts convinced them that they found their love.

You can read this story to know the reality of online friendship, also to know the fact that love and marriage are totally two different thing. I am not going to give you any lecture or Do’s and Don’t but i wanted to share the reality of a joker who met a girl online and his live changed. I would ask you to read this story to know that sometime your trust heals a cheater. Read if you believe in relationships of soul, who feel, who love who suffer and who won. 🙂

Quick Links (Contents)

  1. A New World
  2. Fake, Fun and Flirt
  3. Best of Four : Sweetie, Priyeee, Margare and Churail
  4. Conditional Love
  5. On cloud 9
  6. Doubt & Confusion
  7. Priyeee Calling
  8. I have something for you
  9. Love or Another Lie
  10. I need You
  11. If it is smooth, it’s not love
  12. You Still Care of Her
  13. If you love
  14. Jeen, Think of those who cares
  15. I am Sorry
  16. Bleeding Love
  17. Live Love and Laugh

[Coming soon, with full story, hope you would enjoy.]

Till then read  “Another Lie”  to get few pictures of internet love.

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