गिर रहे लोगों के भाव लिखो..

img_20161203_125036दिल कहता है,
फिर कोई कहानी लिखो,
ख्वाबों से रंगीन जवानी लिखो,
बीते दिनों के फसाने लिखो,
अपने प्रिये की तारीफें लिखों,
अपनों से बस दिल की बातें लिखो।

फिर कहता है, नहीं, आज कुछ और लिखो,
जो घट रहा आज, वो सुनामी लिखों,
पंथों में विचलित, मानव की जाति लिखों,
धर्मांध में जलते दुनिया के लोग लिखो,
हर रोज लूटती बेटी का, तुम दर्द लिखो,
बढ़ती महंगाई में, गिर रहे लोगों के भाव लिखो।

अब और इतिहास नहीं, बस ‘आज’ लिखो,
कोरे ख़्वाब ही नहीं, कड़वी सच्चाई भी लिखों,
जो जल रहे लोग, उनकी जुबानी लिखों,
हो बुझाने की कोशिश ऐसी कहानी लिखों,
बेशर्म, बेलग़ामों को तमांचे लिखों,
बढ़ती महंगाई में, गिर रहे लोगों के भाव लिखो।

हर रास्तें की है अपनी अहमियत लिखों,
रास्तों से बड़ी है मंजिल, ये हकीकत लिखों,
टकरा जाने से मंजिल मिलनी नहीं,
सो सुक़ून, शांति की सबसे अपील लिखों,
अपनों का अपनों से उठ रहा विश्वास लिखों,
बढ़ती महंगाई में, गिर रहे लोगों के भाव लिखो।

-सन्नी कुमार
[एक निवेदन- आपको हमारी रचना कैसी लगी कमेंट करके हमें सूचित करें. धन्यवाद।]

Dil kahta hai,
phir koi kahaani likho,
khwabon se rangeen jawaani likhon,
beete dinon ke phansaaney likhon,
apne priyeee ki tarifein likhon,
apnon se apni kahaani likhon..

phir kahta hai, nahin kuchh aur likho,
jo ghat rahaa aaj wo sunaami likhon,
panthon mein vichlit maanav ki jaati likhon,
dharmandh mein jalate duniya ke log likhon,
har roj lootati beti ka dard likhon,
badhtee mehangayee mein gir rahe logon ka bhaaw likho..

ab aur itihaas nahi, ab aaj likhon,
kode khwab hi nahi, kadawi sacchai bhi likhon,
jo kal rahe log unki jubaani likho,
ho bujhaane ki koshish aisi kahaani likho,
besharm, belagaamo ko tamaache likho,
badhtee mehangayee mein gir rahe logon ka bhaaw likho..

har rashte ki apni hai ahmiyat, likho,
rashto se badi hai manjil ye haqeeqat likho,
takda jaane se manjeel milni nahi,
so sukoon aur shanti ki sabse apeel likho,
apno ka apno se uth rahaa viswas likho,
badhtee mehangayee mein gir rahe logon ka bhaaw likho..

Relation between Religion and Reservation

Here i have shared a conversation with my brother last saturday, hope you will understand, what he thinks of religion and reservation.

Tullu Chhotu
Tullu Chhotu

Junior- Bhaijee i have decided, i will change my religion
Senior- Kyu be?? why do u want to change your religion? You know we are following the best way to reach god and lucky that here you can worship whom you want, no extreme thoughts no hate. Then What you didn’t like about our religion.
Junior- Bhaijee, I don’t know what you are saying, i even don’t know why do we need religion and don’t believe that there is someone who is ruling this world. I just want to change my religion and i have a good reason.
Senior-Ok, so you don’t believe. But i believe that there is a master who is operating, you can call it a super natural power, you can call it Krishna, Allah or God. See, To believe something is always good and it will give you positive energy, nothing harm and even sometime you will feel touched and loved if you start believing.
Junior- I am not getting you, i just want to change my religion.
Senior- Ohhk, what happened to you suddenly, you were much interested in all pooja ceremony, was attending all devotional programs then what happened suddenly.
Junior- Bhaijee, do you believe supreme is one?
Senior- Yes I do.
Junior- Then what is wrong if i change my religion?
Senior- Boss, there is nothing wrong if you change but before you change your religion you should know what religion is?
Junior- Hmm please tell me what religion is?
Senior- Look, As i said you before that there is only one supreme and we call it with different different names, as we all have different languages and we all are following different path. It is like same that to reach Kharauna (खरौना) people use different paths. ok, and you too know that some paths take you faster to the destination, some paths are more enjoying some are bit difficult. Religions are made to reach the supreme and you can consider all religion as a path, nothing else. And remember, your goal should be to reach The Supreme, to purify your soul and you should not hurt other people, no matter what path they are using, and you should stand for truth.
Junior- Bhaijee i am not getting everything but i am convinced with your words and can say that there is nothing wrong if i change my religion, i also assure you that i won’t tease you for following the old, ancient religion and will appreciate others. You should also support if i choose a new path. And most importantly i am also going to reach the same supreme.
Senior- Haan there is nothing wrong but i also said that every path is not convenience pleasurable and pious.
Junior- Ok ok, but i will change my religion and will reach to supreme, i found some way where i can get fruits while my journey?
Senior- Which fruits are you talking about?
Junior- Bhaijee, Reservation. Indian government gives reservation to Minorities, SC, ST and OBT, i want to get reservation benefit, i have seen some of non deserving fellows getting job, they are privileged than us and now when i can not change my caste so i decided to change my religion. Do you have problem…..??


[My Take- I am another general guy not only with qualities but also in government data. Being a Bhumihar Brahman, we get respect in society for free, history says we have given many of Maharishi’s, kings, freedom fighters and farmers but now it seems like we are paying for our rich history. In education, job, politics and everywhere general guys have to be excellent to get an average job and on the other side so call unprivileged guys are getting things what they don’t deserve. In Kharauna i have seen many of average guys who has stopped dreaming of government jobs and started their own work or joined private companies, luckily most of them are happy with their work and pseudo society status but i am not. I hate reservation, i can’t find a single reason that government is giving these ads to do betterment of people or to divide society, it wanted to nurture unprivileged or to stop talents. No one is blind here and can see the bad impact of this baseless, biased reservation system but beneficiaries can’t speak against it and generals are not united as most of them have no requirement of jobs. If you are agreed with me share this post if you don’t you are welcome to comment here so that we can discuss.]

Another Lie

Jai Shri Krishna Dost, Hope you are enjoying monsoon season and making your life memorable. Here once again I do welcome of you guyz who spend your valueable time with this joker. I am thankful to you people who read me and forgive for my unprofessional writing. Dost, I expect you to visit my virtual place more often and guide me with your suggestions. Here once i again i bring the news from Doubt and Confusion’s life and once again you are going to read my Another Lie. This might be my last last post on Confusion and Doubt’s Love fight and if you have not met lovers of my story yet, I request you to please start reading from beginning and experience all the love fights between two love birds and find out what happens if you love in chat rooms, when you believe someone blindly, without any conditions and how poor lovers ended?

(Read from Beginning)

People ChangeIn last post you had already read, how Confusion approached Doubt’s best friend Laxmi to know the truth. You had also read that Doubt had not shared anything about Confusion near Laxmi or any of her friends and When Confusion approached Laxmi she has unable to recognize Confusion. Later Laxmi explained that Doubt has never spoke anything about. Infact she told that Doubt is loving her Brother Siddharth. Laxmi, who was not aware of their long distance relationship has suggested Confusion that he might have some misunderstanding and he might considering Doubt’s friendly care as love, she was damn sure that Doubt loves Siddharth. She was not ready to believe what confusion was saying to her. Well confusion has not elaborate much near her and in middle of their conversation, Doubt has called Confusion(As Laxmi informed Doubt about Confusion’s Approach) and requested to stop asking to Laxmi and said no one knows about them and then she promised to Confusion that she will disclose everything soon and said she has much to share.

From last few weeks, Doubt was keep saying that she has no love for Confusion and the relation was just fake while Confusion was not ready to believe and he was convinced that she might be lying due to family/society pressure. Last week when Doubt said that her marriage has been finalized, and also praised the guy for his cool nature, since then Confusion started to figure out why is she leaving her, why can’t they get married? In last few weeks Confusion has asked the same question more than ten times “Why can’t we get married?”  Doubt has given every times many of valid reasons like, their parents wont agree, she wanted to marry with a guy having government job, she can’t left her job, she can’t settle in Bihar, her mother wants a Jesus Believer and many more reasons but these were just reasons and Confusion was not ready to accept any of these reasons. He was confident on his love and he was fool enough to believe love is enough. These days he cries daily and hating himself for losing her, but he still expecting some magic. In these many of days many of times confusion tried to convince her with her ideological logics, but her words have no more impact on the girl who was once worried whether confusion parents will accept a minority girl. A girl who was saying that she will put acid if he married someone else is happily going to marry some one else. It was hard to digest, completely unbelievable that he is going to lose her love as he don’t have government job?  Confusion ask Doubt that if a job is issue ask your parents that seeking a job is better than creating, but Doubt is more realistic and practical than joker and so she never bought his points.


Today morning when Confusion approached Laxmi, Laxmi informed the same to Doubt  and then Doubt called Confusion and requested not to ask anything to laxmi or anyone else as people are not not aware about their relation. Doubt promised to share all fact by today noon.

In afternoon Doubt text-ed to Confusion a message which was reading “Given chance to Amaan”. After reading her text he got a sock, she was no more lying, she is leaving Confusion. Nothing can be tougher than this to handle a cheat. You know, Amaan is not the guy Laxmi talked about but he is the guy whom Confusion knows before and had a good conversation before but neither Amaan nor Doubt has revealed this before. After listening Amaan’s name, confusion was confirmed that Doubt was not lying anymore because he suits to her dream and Amaan was keep on trying for long. He is the same guy who had shared his feelings for Doubt near Confusion 2 years before and that time confusion was doubt’s best friend. Doubt had prayed for Amaan and now we can say Krishna  has accepted Confusion’s pray on the cost of his love.

Though Doubt has expressed love and care for Confusion but finally what she is saying is a naked truth. Doubt has shown her happiness near Confusion and texted many of texts praising Amaan. She was very happy that she is marrying to someone who loves her, having a standard job. She written Confusion that it is better to marry a lover who you met in real and not just in text box, not only on calls. She asked Confusion to Forget Her, Forgive Her, she asked confusion to forget all this as they never met in reality, and called this distance relationship a nightmare.

Confusion was helpless again but now no more hope left, he was dying inside, the lover, the poet, the dreamer, the chatter, the joker all had wiped out with his tears. His balanced mind was happy for Amaan, at least he was meeting her love but he was keep asking to himself that if it was a fake relationship, if it was a nightmare why she took so much time to find it, realize it. What was his fault? He knows Amaan is a good guy, well settled, working in a government bank and have earned good respect in society and far better than Confusion(joker) in all kind of comparisons available but he was available before, why not she accepted his love before, why she tested Confusion, why she played with Joker? Amaan had expressed his love last year, even Confusion has talked to Doubt and asked for her feelings but last year Doubt said she is is loving Confusion and so Amanan left silently(?).  (Click here to know what happened last year)

After realizing that Doubt is not lying from past few months, Joker(Confusion) burst into tears, he cried on his reality and yet again he started screaming why destiny always wins his life? so many dreams he had for Doubt, all has been vanished with a truth, he wanted to scream and shout on her, he wanted to abuse her, wanted to call her cheater, selfish and a shudra but how can he? His heart still believes that it all happened due to his faults and so he kept silent.

Confusion asked Doubt that how she met Amaan again and then she disclosed the bigger truth which she never said to Confusion, she told, Amaan is her childhood friend and he loves her for 8 years, she too loves him but for last two years they were not in contact due to some confusion and doubts. She also expressed her happiness and said that she is lucky that she got him back.

Doubt’s every word was killing him but joker has no other choice to listen her, to understand her also to know that why is he crying if next time he cry.

After knowing their truth I can quote that Not only a girl can be raped, some time dreams also get raped.

Doubt wanted to know why she did this? Sometime he thought to kill himself but couldn’t. He remembered the day when Doubt and Confusion were just good friends and she used to say she don’t like to be in love, she wanted to get a job first, she wanted to make parents proud first but sooner she expressed her love for confusion. She is the same lady who had told him more than hundred of times that he is her first love and she can’t let him go, has shown care for family, started behaving like a caring wife, sharing lover over phone calls, texts messages, suddenly what happened to her?

After knowing about the lucky guy Amaan, Doubt’s past, Confusion wanted to know the truth that why they people fought and what was the situations which make them to resume their relation, how destiny played that they get reunited? Why she lied to confusion on first love?

Confusion asked his every question and Doubt has already ready with answers and given all his answers except few and I am Sorry, I can’t disclosed those and my reasons are personal. But trust me they both were good people but it was Joker’s Life who got defeated, whose dreams get shattered and destiny overruled his dreams. Doubt has made her parents proud, she choose her first and real love, she opted reality rather a dream, she went for better. Yes, I will fall in love with Doubt again the day I became a good professional, sincere business man with less useless emotions.

After Getting all answers from Doubt, Confusion has left with no choices, he has loved her and so he just kept silent and texted her  a message reading “The girl I have loved has been raped and killed by you both and Krishna will do justice” Later he also reached to Amaan and wished him half heartedly and asked to take care of hers and also to stop drinking.

Confusion who loved Doubt for more than a year, will suffer alone and Doubt is also going to miss his foolness for whole life.

[At last- Though my story “Another Lie” has been ended but there are many other lies, more Confusion and Doubts are Hanging Out online, taking it as a reality, There must be some Doubt and Confusion who are facing same, I pray to Krishna that they met a better end and love at rest. I pray to Krishna to bless people with loving thoughts and real values. I suggests my friends to be careful with online things, online friendship, online love. I am not denying you will get cheated always but yes most of the time you are not going to get what you deserves.

One more news to my readers, I am drafting Confusion and Doubt’s Story With a New Title, Internet Version of Two States, Read and Let Me Know Your Feedback]

बाद मेरे दुनिया को समझा लेना..


ग़र हो सके तो,
अपनी यादों को समझा लेना.
जो दलीलें दिल को दी,
वो याद, इनको इनको भी करा देना।।

ठीक नहीं इनका हर वक़्त आना,
ठीक नहीं आकर, पलकों को भिंगो जाना.
ग़र हो सके तो,
अपनी यादों को समझा लेना।।

मेरे टूटने के और भी बहाने है,
तुम जिक्र अपना, बचा लेना.

मैं रूठा हूँ जग से,
तुम्हें पाने की हठ में,
जो ना मिली तुम,
बाद मेरे दुनिया को समझा लेना।।

-सन्नी कुमार
[एक निवेदन- आपको हमारी रचना कैसी लगी कमेंट करके हमें सूचित करें. धन्यवाद।]


Gar ho sake to,
apni yaadon ko samjha lena.
Jo dalilein dil ko di,
wo yaad inko bhi karaa dena..

Thik nahi inka har waqt aana,
thik nahi aakar, palakon ka bhingo jaana,
gar ho sake to,
apni yaadon ko samjha lena..

Mere tootane ke aur bhi bahaane hai,
tum jikra apna bachaa lena..

Mai rootha hun jag se,
tumhein paane ki hath mein,
jo naa mili tum,
baad mere duniya ko samjha lenaa.

सिवा उनके कुछ और चाहा नहीं..

उनके ख्वाबों में हम,
कभी थे ही नहीं.
पर ये दिल था “गुरु”
कभी माना नहीं..

उनकी नज़रों में हम,
नजर आये नहीं.
और एक ये दिल सनम
सिवा उनके कुछ और चाहा नहीं..

-सन्नी कुमार
[एक निवेदन- आपको हमारी रचना कैसी लगी कमेंट करके हमें सूचित करें. धन्यवाद।]


Unke khwabon mein hum,
kabhi the hi nahi.
par ye dil tha “guru”,
kabhi maana nahi.. 

unke najaron mein hum,
najar aaye nahi, 
aur ek ye dil sanam,
siwa unke kuchh aur chaahe nahi…

मुझे आजाद कर दो तुम..

Suno Ab Maaf KAr DO

मुझे आजाद कर दो तुम,
मुझे अब माफ़ कर दो तुम,
मै अब भी उलझा हूँ उन्हीं लम्हों में,
जहाँ रिश्तो को  तोड़ गए थे हम.

कहो कुछ भी,
दो चाहे जो सज़ा मंजुर,
मुझे बस माफ़ कर दो तुम,
मुझे आजाद कर दो तुम.

रुलाती है तुम्हारी बातें,
समझ आती है हर उलझन,
की जब बीता है मुझपर भी,
समझ आता है  बीता कल.

सुनो अब माफ़ कर दो तुम,
मुझे आजाद कर दो तुम..

बहुत रोता हूँ, तन्हां हूँ,
तुम्हें खोने को जीता हूँ.
हूँ जिन्दा भी कहाँ अब मैँ,
की अब जो रोज मरता हूँ.

सुनो अब माफ़ कर दो तुम,
मुझे आजाद कर दो तुम..

-सन्नी कुमार
[एक निवेदन- आपको हमारी रचना कैसी लगी कमेंट करके हमें सूचित करें. धन्यवाद।]


[mujhe aajad kar do tum, mujhe ab maaf kar do tum.. mai ab bhi atka unhi lamho mein, jahan rishte tod gaye the hum…… kaho kuchh bhi, do chaahe jo sajaa manjurr, mujhe bus maaf kar do tum, mujhe aajad kar do tum…rulaati hai tumhari baatein, samjh aati hai har uljhaan, ki jab beeta hai mujhpe bhi, samjh aaya tha kya beeta kal, suno maaf kar do ab, mujhe aajad kar do ab…bahut rota hu tanha hu, tumhare khone ko jeeta hun, mai jinda hun kahan ab mai, ki mai ab roj marta hun….]

Another Lie

Missing youHe Cares Me A Lot Not In Dialogs, In Real”

Before i share the big news, before i let you know about Doubt and Confusion, heroes of my story, I wanted to thank you first for reading me, for believing me. Krishna, I came after two months here and i really sorry for it. I was very busy with Confusion and Doubt’s status. As you people already know them, today i have a big news from Confusions life, hope you will be happy to read this. If you don’t know confusion read my previous posts. Here are the links.

Click here to Read  Previous Lies. Another Lie_1 Another Lie_2 Another Lie_3 Another_Lie_4 Another_Lie_5 Another Lie_6

Confusion and Doubt have broken up, their love is no more same. As you already read, Doubt has said that she has no more feelings for Confusion but confusion is not ready to accept this truth. In last two months he behaved worse than a lunatic, he texted her daily about their beautiful past, about those beautiful lies, he called her hundred of times daily and when he didn’t he was busy with doctors. Confusion was no more the same guy, his eyes always filled with tears and he stopped eating for days, not eating on time and many of times he thought of suicide, even he texted many of times about his feelings to her. Doubt asked him why is she behaving like this, why is he blackmailing? He said in a lunatic way that he is paying for the luxuries which he availed for free before. Doubt said to him that if you will do any stupid things she cant live, she asked to understand. Doubt was clear that if he will give up then she wont live either and in those situation her parents cant live too. Confusion find his life associated, he didn’t wanted to disturb her but he was not a kind heart like others and so he turns to her whenever his emotions got high. He was feeling himself alone and dejected by the same girl who was making him smile and was giving a heavenly pleasure by saying he is her firs love. Thought of loosing her was not allowing him to weep easily but he feels better and so he cries generally. Whenever he needed her he just started doing the same what he generally do, He calls her for whole night, even after when she switched off her mobile. In last few weeks she didn’t replied and ignored him completely. Both were busy with their routine but then scene changes.

Confusion who was not feeling to work and due to poor health was taking rest at home, he again started calling her and unlike other days today Doubt has picked his call and informed that she is going to vizag for one week Bank Training. In evening confusion visited her facebook where she posted that she is enjoying there. Next evening confusion has texted her so many times and then she got her reply. She texted Confusion that her marriage has been fixed and she will get married with a banker and he is coming to take her on saturday and will drop her at home. She was very happy and also said that she is lucky that she found her. She said about that guy that he is very cool and his love is more true and he cares in real not with dialogs.  Confusion was not easy with this news but he wished her.

Yes, once she stopped replying, Joker(confusion) cried again, her pain was increasing, same shitis thoughts again to give up and this shrwed mind was suggesting he can not easily as his life has not that much freedom and he is in debt. He again started testing her was askingthe same thing in different ways  “Why, Why are you leaving me?”. He was not ready to accept that he is loosing his love just because he does not have a government job. Doubt didn’t replied, in fact she hardly replies and that day she did not given attention to confusion’s question.

Confusion was not ready to digest the thing and so she checked her old mail where Doubt has mailed her friends resume to fill a form, successfully he got Laxmi, her classmate’s number. She is the same girl with whom Doubt use to share her hostel. It was like Laxmi is waiting for Confusion to give a sock. Yes he thundered to know that she didn’t know anything about her. She said about some other guy and also said that Doubt was in love from last 6 years with that guy. Doubt has never shared anything about Confusion near her, He got surprised/socked, (Krishna) he is the same guy who filled her bank application form and she was not even knowing her name. It was more than interesting, more than frustrating. Confusion felt like his reality has been crushed, heart has  brutally killed and now this overrated love seems cheap after listening from Laxmi. Doubt, The Joker can not smile anymore, he use to thanks Krishna for meeting her and for making his first, Doubt has said this many of times that he is his first, whether she was lying? No she can’t. Curiosity started increasing and he wanted to know more but suddenly he got a call from Doubt, it was a surprise and a good thing which happened after many days, anyways she picked her call in first ring. She has called to ask whether has she approached Laxmi or not? He said yes he has and then Doubt said you can ask to me, world has no knowledge of my personal things, she agreed to give all his answer and asked to wait and said she will disclose few facts today.

Confusion became paralyzed with all these and waiting to know the fact, The Truth he unaware of. He was desperately waiting for her call/text and was dying to know about the guy. He wanted to know why she is leaving, what she found in him and whether she is marrying with the same guy Laxmi talked about??

[My Take- When Lie seems very close to truth and in a few hours confusion will met his reality, he will come to know to whom Doubt is going to marry and is she really happy or just acting. It’s good if he found his love, it’s better if a guy is having all qualities what she dreamt of but what if she is just doing everything on the name of society status??]

Stay connected to know about life’s lie which has accidentally met to reality. Stay connected to know the values of love and life, to know how they will lead their life and also keep praying for all.

Take care of yours, keep sharing love and believe in Krishna. Thank you people for making this life Amazing.

Another Lie or Last Lie has posted now click here to read the truth.  Another Lie_8 

I have started posting my hindi poems on a new site. If you wanted to know me just read Joker’s Diary. Click Here


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